hey, nessa. that’s my QPP, not yours. i’ve known her for seven fucking years. she saved my goddamn life on multiple occasions. i know i said i would never come back to this blog, but i need to make this clear:

leave. julian. the fuck. alone.

forcepassioneandkiboujuju if you could, do reblog this so i know she fucking sees this.

harlizzle:

tropicanaputa:

Y'all do realize that Hitler had similar views about Jewish people that Trump has about Latinxs. Back then nobody thought Hitler would win and somehow he did and then fast forward to all the shit that went down. Y'all need to stop playing and start paying attention to Trump- he’s not kidding.

I’ve actually studied a lot about Hitler and the general formula that goes into the making of a genocide. Someone on my Facebook today said “Trump is just trying to define what it means to be an American” and it sent chills through me. Hitler was just trying to define what it meant to be German. And Turkey in the early 1900s was trying to define what it meant to be Turkish. Which was a large part of the Armenian genocide. Intense nationalism that leads to hatred is fucking scary, and this man is definitely a threat. I’m sure people don’t believe that Trump could order the same things to happen as Hitler did, but here’s the thing: there are two different schools of thought about the Holocaust. And that is that it was premeditated and the other is that it just built up. It was either his plan all along or the atrocities developed with time. Hitler didn’t begin his career with “burn the Jews” he began it with “re-empower Germany and deport the weaker non-Germans who are a threat to us.”

Anonymous said:

thank you. if you come off anon, i can give my skype to you and we can talk.

because of that incredibly biased call out post on me used mainly, and i know this for a fact, as a manipulative tactic due to myself and my friend group cutting ties with vanessa, i have had to move to a different location and will be working on a legal name change to match my gender identity. (good job setting a trans kid up to be murdered, btw. real nice use of deadnaming.)
either way, i will probably not use tumblr anymore as i no longer find anythjng joyful or redeemable about this site, as even the staff is a lowly bunch of detestable humans, though in a much different sense. i cannot say my alters will not, as syo enjoys her blog as well as whatever she does on it, and that is not to say i will not use it for posting; i have opened up a bandcamp account where i will be selling music to raise money for a psychological service animal (hoping to get a ball python).
either way, i will not be on this blog anymore. i will not disclose where i can be found, however, for my own safety. and a special note for my stalker: here’s things i will still enjoy no matter how much you hope i don’t:
-roleplay
-danganronpa roleplay
-OCs
-fangan ronpa
-vent (app)
-writing
-living

and as for vanessa… dear god, please take a time of self-reflection. you have made my friends, my partners become mentally unstable and several people agree that your basic doxxing of me would put me in more danger than just “lol everyone knows where you live”. you gave the location and BIRTH NAME of a TRANS BOY in the SOUTHERN UNITED STATES and called him a pedophile and abuser. flaggers would love to have used that excuse to murder me. i have already been called the t-slur in my home town and gotten into a fight over it, there would be no questioning that i would be murdered because of your manipulation.
thing is, if you think you’ve “won”, you haven’t. i’m just leaving this shitty website. i will still have a fulfilling life, regardless of my mental illnesses, which none of are “fake”– i am awaiting official diagnosis of my DID from my new therapist– and be more successful than you or charlotte will ever even dream of being. i am going to chase my passion and if the two of you are going to keep at it with stalking me, i guarantee you both will be disappointed. i have partners who love me for who i am and friends and qpps that do as well, i go to a prestigious university and work towards a promising career, i continue to do what i love and you two will never stop me.

adieu, putain.

@funwithplushtrap wow-yikes

so, vent servers are down.

also @funwithplushtrap stop stalking us. also yeah you dont matter to us because honestly why would someone who constantly antagonizes us for being naive and a victim of past abuse that never knew that they were groomed to be accustomed to abuse matter to us? you dont. stop getting so upset that we hate you and dont care about you

kiokushitaka:

megashedinja:

when did smut writers decide that a good synonym for penis was member like fuck outta here my dick ain’t a regular at sams club

it was shakespeare

[9:23:25 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: don’t let him become a scared little doormat that wets himself every time someone says theyre gonna tell mom on him
[9:24:16 PM] tenZeniths (רום): I wonder where the fear stems from, though.
[9:25:00 PM] tenZeniths (רום): I mean, has Kak been in the system for a long time? Has he experienced a lot of the abuse first-hand?
[9:25:11 PM] tenZeniths (רום): Or is there something from his origins that I’m missing?
[9:25:18 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: he didn’t used to be kakyoin, but yeah, he’s been here a while
[9:25:21 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: he used ta be leon
[9:25:25 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: and leon
[9:25:26 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: …
[9:25:26 PM] tenZeniths (רום): I feel like I could help him better if I knew. But then again, it might not matter
[9:25:30 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: um
[9:25:39 PM] tenZeniths (רום): Because the fear is already present, so
[9:25:41 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: we were. physically abused by our mom a lot and
[9:25:43 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: leon
[9:25:53 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: leon fought for us. leon actually fought back
[9:26:03 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: and because he did our mom always threatened to call the cops
[9:26:13 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: and leon would always think that that meant it was his fault
[9:26:35 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: she would tell him it was his fault she even got physical, he started it, etc
[9:26:42 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: and when he said he was having a psychotic episode
[9:26:48 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: “like hell you are, you liar”
[9:27:00 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: that’s why he’s afraid of nessa and charlotte
[9:27:06 PM] ジェノサイダー翔: he sees his mom

noriaki “johnny” kakyoin.

wake up. wake the FUCK up. nessa and charlotte mean nothing now. you need to wake the fuck up and realize that just because some kids think that you’re a horrible irredeemable person does not make you one.

we’re not fake, dude, either. you’ve been put in a place where we HAVE to act like you so you don’t get treated like a freak. in the end, we are our own people and certainly not a fucking fake, unlike someone we used to know.

oh, but we don’t know them anymore, either of them. we only know our friends, the people we date, and the people who support us. we deserve love, we deserve friendship, and don’t you dare try to deny me, we certainly don’t deserve the bullshit those kids gave us and try to keep giving us to this day.

you need to wake up and move the fuck on kid.

i have.